im going to do something unique and different in this post- i will not be using the delete button the entire time. so bear with my mistaeks because im surer they will come. (<-- example A).
i find myself using the delete button way too much wnever i am writing a paper or even chatting with friends on facebook. why is that?
could it be i try to type too fast? whenever i am typing i feel like i a m racing against an imaginary persn and the period ids the finish line. whoever types their sentence faster, wins the competition. i dont vene think about what im typing because im too busy trying to win the race. maybe thats how im living my life--im too busy getting everything done and putting up a facade of everything being happy go lucky, instead of being real. i find myself going through the motoins without stopping to realize what kind of life im living. now, youre probably asking.... what does this have to do with typing fast? well... idk. typing fast parallels the way that i live my life-a little dramatic i know. im starting to read this book about attitudes and how people should live their life like Christ even in their attitudes. im not much of a reader, but hopefully i will be abel to finish thsi one.
warning: this blogpost is obviously stream of cnoscious so alot of timies it doesnt make sense--lets juust call it a literary device.
it takes me F O R E V E R to write essays. i spend such a long time on each sentence, i lose continuity in my papers. this may stem from my attention to detail or quest for perfection, but i wish i could just write. i wish i didn't worry about each little word, and make sure each phrase sounded "scholarly". it is hard to unveil my true meaning when ever im trying to think of a synonym for explain (such as unveil hah). thats why in this post i decided that i wouldnt use my backspace button because i watned to see how fast i could write something without focusing on the academic aspects of each sentence.
tomorrow is the last monday of my H I G H S C H O O L career. weirrdddd.
once again, i apologize for my spelling and grammar errors-- i wish i could go back and fix them. but not everything in life is perfect.
just live.
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